reckless
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I don't think anyone can grasp how difficult it is to leave somewhere you can never return to . ... somewhere that's been home your entire life.
Suddenly everything seems so real and so final .
I can't see for tears.
Tam, my heart aches for you. Its the biggest wrench & probably harder for you as you don't have a partner to help you through it.
I lost my mum nearly 5 years ago, she was 93 so we were lucky to have her for so long. She had lived in the family home for nearly 70 years, raised 6 children there. I was born in the house, I'm nearing 70 now so, like you, that house was always Home. It didn't change much. I miss her every day, talk to her often, cry from time to time, still feel that I could pick up the phone & she'd be there. I always picture her sitting at the big dining table that hosted so many family meals. I cannot bring myself to get rid of the door key but I'll never visit the road again (house was sold).
We (you, me & many others) are fortunate to have so many good memories & Mum will always be with you.
Safe travels
Karen